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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Everybody knows that yeah I'm kinda shy And I'm not the kinda girl who could ever approach a guy But I wanna find a way to get you to notice me I got a four wheel drive, 5' 5", brown eyes, Then maybe you can handle these Because I'm free Free... single, sexy and sweet Makin' my own money Lookin' for the right party And if you're free... spit your best game at me If you like what you see Maybe I'll let you share my fantasy Now, I don't need a man in my life tryin' to tie me down And I don't wanna playa who got kids all over town Don't want his curl juice drippin' all over my Mercedes seat I can't stand a man who thinks he looks better than me I'm lookin' for a brother who like to have fun A fly gentleman who knows how to please a woman The last thing I need is a man that's soft He betta get it on up and break me off Some a that fly high rise, 6' 5", ain't shy And that's the kinda man I need Because I'm free Free... single, sexy and sweet Makin' my own money Lookin' for the right party And if you're free... spit your best game at me If you like what you see Maybe I'll let you share my fantasy Mmm... If you're having a good time, just let go and don't be shy Come on yeah... oh yeah If you're down to do whatever Then let's sing this song together I'm free, oh come on and be free with me Free... single, sexy and sweet Makin' my own money Lookin' for the right party And if you're free... spit your best game at me If you like what you see Maybe I'll let you share my fantasy 11:50 PM
why should i be feeling demoralised? when i dont care. LETS CHIONG IT ALL OUT AT BASKETBALL. (: 11:01 PM
good. now i dont feel anything for you. THANK GOD. my life- ANEW! ahh i feel saved. ((: 10:03 PM
it's high time i go DOWN. shut my trap. cant you all just shut yours too? HYPOCRITES. 9:47 PM
i hate bastards who act gentlemanly but in fact, they're not & they've got something bad up their sleeve. OH I JUST HATE THEM TO THE CORE. went to wangwang's house today. the weather's damn damn humid& BOObooBoo so hot! ahhhh- &i had a really great time scanning pictures using wangwang's scanner. :D so fascinated. shall pester my dad to get me one! xD then we did something bad! hahaha. i also had a great time taking pics of my drawings on wangwang's whiteboard! and spastic nat was crazily taking LAME videos. LOL! umm wangwang just called me to say:WE DID THE ENTIRE THING WRONGLY. feel like stabbing people!!!!! umm before i went my mum was so pissing me off. RARH i just cant stand her. if you're trying to spite me, i'm not gna be afraid. if you threaten me, i wont be scared that easily. if you badmouth me to other people, i dont give a damn how others look at me. in fact, you are my example. the reason ive become like that is b'cos you act like that in front of us. i realised ive become so devoid and the way i view others in EXACTLY identical t you. it's your fault. it's not my fault. you suck lah! to the damned ultimate core. everything ap us. everyday pms. then scold us for nothing. YOU SUCK YOU SUCK. & WHAT YOU say today? i everyday go out. ARE YOU MAD or ARE YOU SENILE? like i always go out & shop & play.? i go& do project, not PLAY. for heaven's sake. saturdays i spend my time at home. & i rarely go out okay. IRRITATING.AND.UNREASONABLE. e beautiful thought that im going for the gathering tmr cheers me up a'lil bit. (((: now on to do the project. STUPID BIO REPORT. boo. i wanna sink to the bottom with you. 8:23 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
Summer, spring, winter and fall I realize love don't love me anymore I'm still walkin' out that door Waitin' for a cure STUPID WANGWANG GO OFFLINE WHEN WE WERE S'POSED TO DISCUSS THE VENUE TMR. ahhhhhh. we're so gonna be a goner. & to top it all, HAHA, i almost failed my bio. *OOPS* here she comes. im a goner. im a total goner. im flopping&flunkin' every test now. i might as well end my life here. i might as well drop school. Maybe we need some time alone So we can just breathe GOODY&juicy news today! (: YAY! for the whole of next week there aint gonna be formal lessons. monday: labour day tuesday: syf concert + STUPID MDM TAY'S ENJOYABLE REMIDIAL. wednesday: LEVEL CAMP! thursday: LEVEL CAMP! friday: LEVEL CAMP! (: ahh mr sng just rocks to the ultimate core doesnt he? THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PRINCIPAL ON EARTH. yay! but there's boring 3rd lang on tues. no fret school will end at 10 smth for 2A and then it's BASKETBALL all the way, unless if we decide to go take neoprints. whee! 3CHEERS for DUNMAN HIGH! ran 3 rounds for pe & we almost died along the way. me and shermaine pok. haha. then had captain's ball & iwas the goalie! (: so easy-peasy. lit was super boring. and then MATH TEST. im a goner. rarh. i cant even do a test properly for such a simple topic. FUCK im so useless. played bball with 2A guys during recess. quite boring. english wrote feature article. i wrote gibberish. boo. then history was the last period. extremely sleepish period. &exam is coming soon. sheesh. camp briefing. at least im aware who's in my level camp group now. (: MORE girls than boys. hahaha. b6! b6! b6! we aint too bad afterall. &there's gonna be water activities and HIGH ELEMENTS AND LOW ELEMENTS! goooody. we will be sleeping in chalets- HOW COOL IS THAT. but 8 people to one chalet? some gonna sleep in tents. WHATEVER- i kno it's gonna be fun and i WILL enjoy it. (((((((: rushed to zhaoji & sat there for 1& half hours listening to a talk. then khaiqi had to meet us to tell us impt stuff. then went to play bball for a while. gena's dad fetched me home again. THANKS! (: then had tuition. POLAND is obviously much better than this boring teacher. no choice have to attend replacement class. i hate e bhb guys sitting bhind me. & i think there's gonna be a gathering this sunday! YAY! wheeepes. (: All we do is make up Then break up Why don't we wake up And see BREATHE. 9:18 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
You're my everything The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing The stars that twinkle way up in the sky Tell me I'm in love, when I kiss your lips I feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips And all the while my head in a spin Deep with in I'm in love
what's happening to the world these days? LIKE- the sec1s are so BLOODY CHILDISH. they fall out with each other for NOTHING and the class SEEMS like a BATTLEFIELD. shooot shooot shoot i boom u u booom me. there are GROUPS and "I HATE YOU" & "YOU HATE ME" & "WE ALL HATE EACH OTHER". so-called-cliques? NOT REALLY. popular vs. unpopular? WHATTHEHELL. what do you get at the end of it? NOTHING. A CLASS DOESNT MEAN THAT IT'S SPLIT INTO HALF AND I HATE YOU U HATE ME. it means everyone gets along well and we all share everything together. STOP ACTING LIKE PRI. SCHOOL KIDDOS 'COS U'RE ALRD IN SEC SCH. at least we werent liddat last year? SHEESH.
acc t'cher was walking all around again to catch people reading other stuffs. You're my everything and nothing Really matters but the love you bring You're my everything To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes You're my everything Forever and the day I need you close to me You're my everything You never have to worry never fear For I am near when I hold you tight there's nothing that can harm you in the lonely night I'll come to you and keep you safe and warm Yes, so strong my love 3rd lang was super duper sian. sheesh. usual stuff. stupid mission. everything's getting boring. oh yeapp i was eating my lollipop in class! (: LOVE LOLLI. ^^ math test tmr. camp briefing. zhaoji. tution. i think i'll go home and sleep first, since i've got nothing good to do. then sat doing science with wangwang&natty. i think so. DUE ON 3RD MAY. boo sim sucker. nxt week's depressing week? MAYBE. i MUST learn to enjoy level camp though my GROUP doesnt have IDEAL people. You're my everything I live upon the land and see the sky above I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm There's no storm my love 8:25 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I could die for you Oh this life I choose I DIDNT BRING HOME MY CHINESE TB AND I KNO' IM GONNA BE SO DIEDED. i will work hard in erhu and i must work hard in erhu. hahahahahahah. today i was spasticking- according to nat. ohh yeapp HANGMAN rocks our socks during boring lessons. HANGMAN is lame. we rot our time away. MEANINGFULLY. (: today's 2.4 trial run at school was so damn UNSUCCESSFUL. booboo. okay. me&auddie were like practically slacking. run damn slo' and have a really BADD timing. i will pia for 2.4km! YES I WILL. hypocrites are so fucking and i dont like them. HANGMAN rocks. ((((: eugene is the pornest person on earth. i hated playing bball today with some people. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. ms loh is damn nice! let us listen to didum in class. (: and then pw is just all evaluating members and everything. oh yeah i was being lame and spastic yeah? hahahaha. love it. love being lame! (: love cracking jokes and love to make fun of shermaine. love to tell porn stuff to bock and laugh laugh laugh. LAST PW LESSON! hurreh. got to play bball after school. so damn happaye. today at erhu damn funny. i bought my new xian and opened the packet- then it FLEW out and i couldnt find it. so buy new one. i enjoyed erhu lesson today! OMG- ahh but mary wants to put peijean in one-to-one lesson. then left me and clarence. SIGH. booboo. Come along and go Along with me Wander with me yo It's all for free 9:29 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Open baby, you've left me, Open now, I'm shattered into a million pieces. Can't stop looking over my shoulder, Just incase you realise just how much you want this. The longer, the sweeter, baby don't stop. It's ok cause I'm down for you. Not gonna stop till you tell me to. I'm into you like a bad ass too. Tell me how did this happen, I've never known or what to do. I've never felt like this before Can't say that you don't make me hot, I wanna tell ma what you got babe. I've never felt like this before, I'm lovin every minute of it don't stop. You are all I ever want. Empty standing, where you've left me, Cold boy now I'm frozen, by a kiss from your lips. Your heart tells me that you're open, Melted by the answers, I've been waiting to hear. And now that you've told me boy I can't stop. In a flash I'm all over you. I couldn't stop if you told me to. I'm into you like a bad ass too. Tell me how did this happen, I've never known or what to do. Can't hold this down or be cool, Now playing my heart, Now I'd like, I'm feeling you. So I just get down to the truth, Can nobody do to me baby like you do. 9:43 PM
tide to tide you change. dragging away things as you leave, pushing me sorrow as you come. but love still danggles, between the ripples, as time erodes me, slow. breeze to breeze you change, overwhelming me with sensation, yet leaving me cold. but feelings can't be blown away, though the wind would never stay, as sand blind me, slow. time to time you change. but the ocean never changes, and the landscape's all the more same, that's the way i love you. gullibly yet consciously, i fell in love with the ocean, together with her beautiful waves brave seh girl got the mission accomplished. *PHEW* i think i screwed today's practical exam today. GOD SAVE ME! i wonder wonder wonder why do i always feel so bleary in the home econs room. and in classrooms too. sigh im just not fit for school. plus cooking. pisss me off. our dishes were quite nice tasting actually. nat's salmon was a'lil burnt but it tasted quite nice actually. qian's chicken was nubbad! oops i think i cooked too much pasta. haha. tasted okay too. just that i placed too much serving on the plate? good h'vens. so we had this very paiseh and embarrassing moment of carrying our dishes on our plates down t the canteen- the teachers were all looking. and qian wanted t tear her face off. :D erm i think i also screwed english test due t the really incondusive environment of ROTTING OBJECTS . (points to nat) im just joking. hehe. scribbled nonsensical answers for my jap homework during twc's lesson when she's teaching us how t sing this really cheena song. gooood gracious. we pretended that we really enjoyed her lesson, plus the song. and DUH- we dont. played HANGMAN with nat during tuigee's lesson. so lame. then mdm tay made us stay back until 2pm. ass. then went to 3rd lang today. t'cher made vanessa sit beside me today. so had a super time laughing. GAY! abit distracted la. but t'cher then isolated her behind us to made her keep quiet. drts. quite boring today. zzz. on the artery of your memory you find her shadow hovering over you feel cold in the shade in her unknowing look on the artery of your memory you find her light beaming down you feel heat in the grace in her unknowing eyes SPARKS. (: 6:18 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
ROTIBOY IS SO PERFECT. oh what a hot day. i cant stand it. BOO. ahh! i just ate a BLACKCURRENT WORM from my pick&mix! ((: HEAVEN! omygod. (((((((((: im late for school today.oops. but i DIDNT GET BOOKED. (: twc also didnt realised i was late.whee. today's assembly was kinda funnaye.hahas. the history song thing yeah? there were good ones, they were selected and had to perform today at assembly. got some guys were like singing outta tune and we were practically laughing away, though its badddd. hehe. oh yeap i didnt fail my history! (((((: WHAHAS plain tyco. so luckkaye. then after school we had the pw bazaar. was really really really freaking hot and everyone was perspiring like MAD. i bought some really nice stuff yeah? esp. the test tube. it rocks. (: ours was like okay la. at first no business. then business came. my orange zip was missing! I WANT THAT ONE AND SOMEONE BOUGHT IT. hell. erm anyway ended at 3.30. then had to go for the chinese oral thing. ended at 5.30. so i decided to pon tution today. since i cant make it in time. i've decided im really tired today and i seriously need the bed and also the aircon. sheesh. yeah stopped at hougang mall to buy ROTIBOY! (: really rocks. then went to buy nat's and my pick&mix. ROCKS(: i bought until like 7 over bucks. just couldnt resist the temptation of taking more. hahahahaha i must make sure smelly belly doesnt manage to kup anything.pooters. PICKY&MIXY TMR! sweet. x) there's cooking exam tmr! I DONT WANNA SCREW IT. better prepare my ingredients. and rmb to bring jh's oyster sauce. sheesh. do i have sucha fabulous memory? tmr's tues! (: 7:57 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
*boo*boo*boo* my braces wire came off again.i shant care. early morning my mum's threatening me to take me outta tll. i dont give a damn. take me out if you want to. since you claim i dont improve at all- i will go deteoriorating too anyway. cos i cant ace in studies. i wish i could. i want BIG AND BULGING BRAINS THAT GIVE ME POWER AND KNOWLEDGE! oops i think im going mad today. breathe is a rockking song. (: gena's officially in jiang. i was kinda surprised to see her there today. so there're six dunmanians now, AT LEAST before those two pple get outta. hmm anyway today was kinda funnaye, AS USUAL hey the pevertic yellow guy- YOU ARE SUCHA PERVERT! stop turning back to look at yuntong and gena or junwen or WHOEVER you're looking at. LOL- i saw geneve, vanessa and jean today! whahas. at jiang. x) regina, cherie and junwen quitting.then it would be kinda boring w/o them around. boo. hmm i almost fell asleep at tll drts. the video that we watched for 5 mins was kinda cruel hey but we didnt cry at all. though the teacher said we are bound to cry cold blooded creatures? MAYBE. adolf hitler vs. anne frank boo. WHO'S GONNA BUY ME 'MY STORY' BOOK? im gonna pester my dad to buy me my ear clips. ((((: sucha boring day and the whole day is just tutions. tmr's pw bazaar and no one bothers to do the decos for our stall. HELLO? last min work again. sheesh. after the bazaar still gotta go attend the chinese oral thing? then have to rush back for tution? no space to breathe.BREATHE- the after tution rush buy home econ ingredients? and then still must try out for tues's exam? LOL- tues my bag's gonna be kinda heavy FULL of ingredients instead of books. and there's third lang- MAKES IT DOUBLY HEAVY. i've erhu lessons on wed.HAVE DECIDED TO WORK HARD ON IT.(: thurs got tingxie plus dental appointment and third lang.rarh. friday math test. dudes, i really must must must do well this time. one almost-failed math test is enough to pull me down. then the a1 will slip off. sheesh. sink to the bottom is a nice song. free is a fabulous song. if you only knew is a great song. SCAR TISSUE ROCKS MY SOCKS. (: homework homework here i come. i have a crazy fever for sweet and soft and chewy things. hahas. 9:17 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
MY RADIOBLOG GOT STOLEN! i mean, it wasnt stolen. someone USED my radio blog and treated it for hers? i saw it on her blog. so i deleted all the songs. and now the radio blog on your blog has no songs. MAKE YOUR OWN LA, WHY STEAL MINE? 10:52 PM
i realised i actually like playing erhu.omahgoddd. heehs. but i suck at it totallaye. DUH- im feeling happaye b'cos i found the song! ((: that sounds abit lame. anyway, my taste in pics have taken a change AGAIN yeahyeah. i cant decipher myself too. sheesh im feeling a'lil guilty down here! 'cos the whole day i haven done any homework. i just got reminded accidentally by this REALLY KIND SOUL that there's zhouji and changwen suoduan. oooops. i feel like drpping the burden. throwing it off my shlders. if i could only- 9:53 PM
yes i think that the music player should be alright by now. if there're faulty ones tag on the board to tell me kae. (: feel like sleeping. zz. 5:18 PM
the weather's fucking humid and i dont like it at all. I'd give you anything, Everything, To have you be mine. I'd give the stars above, And all my love, How can you be so blind? yeah i just had erhu lesson in the morning. thank god dhsco got gold with honours for syf or else mary would have been in a bad mood. GOOD mood today. (((: today craving for chips and currypuff! before erhu went to buy some. oh yeapp. x) today me, tingpei, peijean, bernice and clarence came for lesson. mary spent half the lesson saying about syf. heez. and she said she was really tired and stuff. her eyebags are so bloody obvious ya'kno. today we learnt how to rou xian. really cool but i cant seem to rou naturally. ehh! So blind? I'm going out of my mind, All the time, For you, Yes it's true. i was supposed to go to school to attend the PRIME talk thing but in the end decided not to. (: If you only knew, That I'm crazy for you, Then you'd understand. If I only knew, What you're goin' through, Then I'd understand. on my way home on the bus there was this mad guy in front of me. i just felt he was mad, that's all. his actions. Now I know that I, Have no chance, Oh to make you mine. If I ruled the world, Would you be my girl, How can you be so blind? piece the lyrics together and guess this really FABULOUSS song. (: and, the music player up there is UNDER CONSTRUCTION. it's kinda faulty. and the songs are getting boring. currypuff, anyone? (((: 2:30 PM
i just came back from acjc. (: fridays are the best b'cos currently i've no co and school ends at 12.25! wheeepes. and it marks the END of the fucking boring week. today's friday.hurreh. i was almost late for school today. lucky-my dad sped me to school.sheesh. first lesson pe.did shuttle run. just got an A? just NICE- yesyes im a fat pig with an enormous ass. oh yeapp and im getting shorter.boo. lit was a slacking period.was decorating my math file. had math. SCIENCE PERIOD TOTALLAYE SUCKS. i wanna fuck mdm sim. ! guess what she did to me. bleah i really feel that dhs should sack her. okay okay. she shifted me in front- RIGHT IN FRONT.THE 1ST ROW. beside eugene. 'cos she claims that gena and i were talking non-stop and she wanted to separate us. SHE'S SUCH A BITCH. anyway, i purposely yawned in front of her when she was teaching. good for you if you saw the yawn. it was meant to be for you. you're sucha sucker and i will definitely fail all my bio tests because of your lousaye teachings. one fine day you'll be sacked. i think you should talk to your mirror. BIG EGO. after recess had the english newspaper thing. oh yeah the minister of education's name in my report was MR. TAN GU GU. ((((: drts. history. copycopycopy. end of day. (= after school played bball and vball. got roasted. fun. slacked around. until 4.35pm! wahhh sianz. went acjc. damnit. dunman got 2nd in place for B division. it's okay. but i hate getting thrashed by njc. so disappointing. but our debate was GOOD- but, the JORDAN in LIVING WITH LYDIA yea? he's in njc. one of the debate speakers. cooool. anyway, me and jing saw this really cute guy from acjc and we couldnt tear our eyes off him. x) LOL- i sat on the chair till my butt was like frozen stiff. ouch. acjc is nice. but i will get lost inside. the whole thing ended at 10pm. LATE. dad picked me up and i asked him to bring me to rjc to seee. i mean- just drive past. it's so damn ulu okay. now it's occupied by NUS high school. buona vista is really blooody hell far. packeted my dinner. oh i was damn hungry! and there's inuyasha on central ya'kno! i think it's a repeat. who cares. just watch it. there's erhu tmr at 10.30. means i haveta sleep early tonight. boo. and then im going to school after that. for the talk on rjc and prime i think. oh yeappp. dhsco won goldwithhonours for syf (: !! and we are the TOP 3 chinese orchestras in singapore. (((((((((: honestly, i think we're the TOP. duh. anyway, congrats to my seniors. they put in so much effort. next time it's my turn. maybe i dont even get a turn. NIGHT. 12:12 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
adrenaline rush- we went bungeeee jumping today! (: NATALIE GAN YEE KIA IS SUCH A TOTAL ASS_. huh.im gonna be so alone tmr. :((((( nat is a pokker. first suckayye subject of the day: ACC_ loo went around, walking to the back and front trying to catch pple reading until their desks.! mad arse she is. but she happy today i think, gave us 5 mins to revise for our science test. (((: science test was okay i guess- BUT I WILL FAIL LA DUH! this is felicia yap's nature! history slacking period chinese sleeping period music anyhow-do-it period math the last period end of day. (: NATTY that super duper chiobu didnt go for third lang today. twinnie missed this super duper chance to see NATTY chiobu. how sad. erm where was i? third lang was super funnaye today. drts. i kinda got what the teacher was crapping about today. hurreh, FOR ONCE. fel tay was going gaga over mumu. drts. we're gonna keep peijean company for recess next time! (: ya'kno why! (: and we failed our MISSION 'IMPOSSIBLE' again. TWICE IN A ROW. boo. then after break teacher had to separate vanessa, wenyi and nicole 'cos they were too noisy i reckon. i saw this fucking person gossiping about me and feltay. YOU KNO WHO YOU ARE DONT THINK I DONNO OKAY you suck big time. went to photocopy something and ran across the road without caring about the incoming cars 'cos the bus was coming. manage to catch it anyway. i think chua senghan is simply asbs. asshole. like- DO I KNOW YOU UNCLE? rarh. im going to acjc tmr. x) im gonna start work on feltay's skin, then im gonna file my math file. i really do like you alot. yes i do. (((: the short term memory thing has been bothering me like mad ass. i cant seem to remember things. GOD SAVE ME. 6:14 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Is love grand? You bet it is -- and it's getting grander all the time. That applies especially to you. Just ask that lovely, luscious person who's been following you around, smiling foolishly. Or not. fuck.fuck.fuck. im so not looking towards level camp. :((((( im grouped with this ASSHOLE woman from 2A. sheesh. why did it have to happen to me. and she came up to me like thrice and told me that im in the same group as her and i was giving her the dulan look okay. felt like scolding her fuck in the face and ask her to fuck off. umm but anyway, i've got KANGLIN also in the same group as me. (((((((((: luckkaye! ^^ kanglin rocks my socks.!! we're gonna stick together and FAT HOPE that i stick to YOU, you BITCH. morning played bball with aunttaye pok shermaine soh. english we HAD TO do this newscasting thing. so hence the name "auntie soh"> ? we modified it, duh. ran 6 rounds in pe today.run already SHUANG! (((((: recess piaed for jianbao. twc is really in a freakking good mood today. we just slacked for chinese lesson totallaye. ((((: lit lesson was arduous and SIAN! sleepish mode. played a little bball with audrey chua and gang. fun la (((((: me and nat chionged art until like mad arses okay. so many cute eggggs. eggcellent. egggglicious. ^^ then had pw then the day's gone. during pw we laugh until pengz. damn kb- it's really funnaye. RA + PORN. *censored* NO BBALL AFTER SCHOOL. this is the sadest day. there's science test tmr. x(((( everyone chiong home to pia. we all dont wanna fail- after hearing sim's "I WILL SET BIO TEST VERY HARD" yeapp my dad came to pick me up at 6.05 kinda late urh. before that ate coconut with gena. GOD- i dug the whole bowl-like flesh outta the husk! it's like- A WHITE BOWL. we went around showing off- BHB. took afew pictures of it. funnaye. at this point in time i can say nothing maybe it's just fate perhaps. just learn to accept it- no choice. it will be over soon, I HOPE SO ((: there's 3rd lang tmr, science fucking test. LET'S ALL PRAY FOR THE BEST. 9:40 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
i lied to my dad and i came online. just wanted to check something-YOOKNO' umm yeah and the issue cant get off my mind came online to relieve stress?drts. maybe i should apply the powder that my dad bought today which he says i must apply before i sleep to relieve stress,depression,relax the muscles and to enable me to have a good night's sleep. what a miracle a powder can do. i wish i can go right up to you and slap your face- im not angry, im not sad JUST FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMEONE. ((((: probably known as self-relieving? LOL- but i still like im burdened down by something sheesh. when there's no erhu lessons tmr, it means more bball time. but we've got this fucking science test on thursday and i must not fail. a day should have 36 hours or even more? it would be the best. friday would be fun. there's no sj training for nat we're going grocery shopping. HOW FUN. and maybe take neoprints? oops i tink i m short of a little cash. x= but i still love thursdays and fridays the most. the end of the week is still the best. starting of the week is the worst. sickening. im so vulgar that i feel that im starting to hate myself. shit. i really wish it isnt isnt isnt isnt you- why.why.why. happiness is really fuckingly shortlived. happiness means nothing at all. if it does, PROVE IT TO ME. (((((((: umm anyway ive thought of this for a long time: if i get invited to join dhp and vip, i wouldnt know what will i choose. im really contradicting myself ya'kno i really wanna stay in dunman but i dread being in dunman; i really wanna go to vjc but i dread being there too. how funnaye. i want to play in 2007's syf. 2006's vch concert. move to rjc with dunman high. move back to kallang in 2009. be with all my good friends. i want to find a sports cca. wear a nicer uniform. vj is kinda angmoh school. wear ankle socks and funny colored sports shoes and no one bothers. LOL- there's still this passage in my mind that says "VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE" dunman high *shakes head* chinese *uhh no* english *totallaye* there's THIS and THAT. but one thing- if dhs has full school ip, I WILL BE WILLING TO GO AND GIVE UP THE THOUGHT OF VJC. yeah, but im still unsure if i can make it to the list in the ip programmes. sheesh. i hope i do. ((: gotta save some pics and tmr's nearing. rarh. another boring day. 11:18 PM
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it really perked me up. (((((((((: 9:02 PM
thanks for telling me that i really felt the world back with me right on my side (((((: can everything go right? with what i read on friendster- yeah? about my horoscope today everything would be just fine, i hope. ERHU'S CANCELLED TMR! x) singing singing. xP 8:53 PM
i dont mind doing digital art on photoshop- it's fun BUT I HATE DRAWING 'cos my drawings are fucking childish. FUCK ART! i hate drawing things that are UNSIMPLE and realistic. makes me so impractical. drts. 8:50 PM
my dad and my mum are getting bloody paranoid over me using the computer. just PEACEOUT okay. happy day ((((: but happiness is fuckingly shortlived as you know, bad news comes flooding in. feeling kinda sad over the bad news. sigh. today home econs we cooked pizza. i didnt help much- just hanging around, rather slacking around? drts. bohlan's group's pizza were all hard like biscuits but sandy's group were all soft and PIZZA-LIKE. miracle! theirs could see the mozerella stretching like those pizzas you see on tv? and ours is totallaye BISCUIT-LIKE. the pizzas were nice anyway. fuck. and i feel like fucking this person. but i shant say who. i think many should know. WE ALL KNOW- rather lethargic today. didnt really sleep early last night. oops! i dont sleep early every night. sheesh. ms wee's lesson was kinda boring. bbbbbbooooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggg. twc's lesson was even more bbbbbbboooooorrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiinnnngggggggggg. i was chionging my jap homework, eating mentos and sms-ing in class and TAADAH- she called me. suckkaye assy. i got so niaoed by her. ohheavens. tuigee's lesson spent my entire time packing my freakingly thick and about-to-burst-any-moment file. rid of waste materials and made it so much lighter! than packed my table. get rid of rubbish and rubbish and rubbish again. look how untidy it is. 3rd lang today. i realised we have level camp on 4-6may, and 5 may falls on a thursday so we all get to pon 3rd lang!!! (((((: oh sad for you lulu- WE FAILED OUR MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. dashedhopes for lulu perhaps? cheeer up. justus owes me 10cents and i will hound him for it. PIG. anw, twinnie came into class and i said "GAY". drts. but it was funny sounding wasnt it. LOL` jap was yet another boring lesson. i dont get the light. what the hell is teacher talking about. this proves that i really have 0 concentration, 0 hearing, 0 vision, and 100 talking. BULLSHIT. cowshit. gotta buck up! pull up my socks and BRUSH upppp. sheesh. sometimes i feel like quitting. sometimes im determined not to quit. kinda confused ya' kno. went home with amelia today. guess what- i sat behind twinnie on the bus. that's so dots. -.- kinda funnaye atmosphere around. amelia kept urging me to say hi to chua senghan, which i obviously wont cos i dont even know him for heaven's sake. i realised that the bus journey home i getting shorter and shorter. DENTAL NEXT WEEK! ((((((: you told me something which i dont wish to kno- i cant think what will happen if that day ever comes, i donno.seriously dont know. i just pray for the best. i pray that everything will be fine. i want everything to be alright. just continue walking down this endless road blinded. dontwannaloseyou art montage, jianbao, baozhang, revise for science test. this friday's syf- ALL THE BEST TO DHSCO. ((((: gold with honours will be ours. 6:14 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
another template. im getting fickle. (((((: WHICH SHOULD I USE? a) TWINS or b) IT FELT LOVE ? can people who read this gimme your comment. thanks. i will post both on blogskins. (: almost late for school today.sheesh. and i was so bloody dumb. there wasnt any jingju test yet i went mugging for it madly. AH! only nat and i did. foolish. KIASUISM.! drts. stomach aint feeling good again. but at least it's feeling better now. thankgod. today laughed until pengz. MAD- assembly was kinda boring. about school spirit? umm that i dont know- but one thing, i love dunman high! though its stupid and strict rules and our beloved legendary figure MR KIW yeah it's undeniable that we love dunman high >< maybe i would miss the old dunman building when we move away bball courts, the field, canteen, not-so-clean toilets, the small and cramp classrooms, the smell of dunman high and EVERYTHING! kinda lucky we didnt get our two totallaye flunked tests back today. PHEW. had the 2nd session of our chinese oral thing today. we found out that next monday we are gonna sell our pw products? that's- OMG. think i haveta forgo my tution next week. how saddd. during the session me and nat were damn spastic okay! LAUGH UNTIL PENGZ we sabo wayne then we go "YUAN WANG1WANG1" funnaye. anyway i was late for tution. shermaine's fault! drts. she made me alight at aljunied, take mrt to her to tampines and take a bus home HOW GOOD. WHAT A KIND SOUL. i realised my blog entries are getting shorter and shorter. nah, im just lazy. lala,lulu: we both love tuesdays and thursdays! (((((: yesyesyes!! im totallaye all about you cant get you off my mind- wanna tell someone about how i feel but there's always no one there to hear me out. look what you've done_JET Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to prove Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Give me back my point of view 'Cause I just can't think for you I can hardly hear you say What should I do, well you choose Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to do Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone im so in love with you, and the song stacey's mom. ((((((: 10:16 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
the current font for my blog totallaye rocks doesnt it. it's easier to read and gives the blog a better shape! ((: anyway, aint sleeping tonight. im embarking on a venturesome mission! whahas. and also yeah duh,doing my homework? THAT pathetic pile of corrections. sheesh. and killing my brain cells kindof thing. storing and jamming full with jingjus which i will forget after tmr. x)) LULU: i will stand by your side when you finally muster the courage to get a snap. i believe in you. LALA_ broken into pieces.my family. who else can i rely on. gotta stand on my feet guess the world's just a mere facade of everything. beautiful days never come by if you dont catch them properly they wont come by if you dont treasure- we all believe in Him. 10:32 PM
i want this book: "MY STORY" by DAVE PELZER buy it for me if you come across it. it's a really great book. 10:04 PM
i can scale the whole singapore. i can, if i believe. ((: 10:02 PM
God gave us problems to fortify them. 10:00 PM
lala&mama + lulu&mumu = WE ROCK!! ((: dont tell yooo! x= but, lala and mama not together kae! get this right, and not left. piiiiiaaaing time. shittaye. 9:53 PM
i took many pictures that u might be amused by today. walking on the street and decided to snap some crap. photography is another of my passion. my likes. ((: anyway today stomach still aint feeling that good. pain but i dunneed to visit the toilet. like got something kicking inside or what causing loads of discomfort oh my god cant be gastric cos i ate alot today. what's the problem with me? i donno. lalala says there's something called dunno what in my stomach haha can u believe her? LOL- so boring these days everyone's quitting chinese tution sian. umm i heard the ri guys blabbering about sehkia today they say "orh, the ryan chan arh" haha and i was actually eavesdropping! then i was like laughing to myself LOL! he sucks big time. spent my entire day jamming on didum,tuning in and tuning out way cool ((: didum is the sehest! keep me company when im in the middle of boredom. ROCKS. ^^ my stomach's still hurting. it comes on and off sickening ass. hmm i still gotta work on LULU's blogskin and also memorise jingju do my math corrections im so fucking lazy so little homework and yet im so slack im a sucker. =x today's pick&mix day ! (((: suggarushh \sweeeet temptations x) yumyumyum goodygooodygoody.!! :] thought of you today. oops, i think of you everyday. xD 9:09 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
LOL. i got burnt by my mouse. oman. this is so kiampah. haha. stacey's mom is an awfully nice song. ROCKS. (: Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey can I come over after school We can hang around by the pool Did your mom get back from her business trip Is she there or is she trying to give me the slip You know I'm not the little boy that I used to be I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see Stacey's mom has got it going on She's all I want and I've waited for so long Stacey can't you see your just not the girl for me I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacey's mom Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey's mom has got it going on Stacey do you remember when I mowed your lawn Your mom came out with just a towel on I could tell she liked me from the way she stared And the way she said you missed a spot over there And I know you think it's just a fantasy But since your dad walked out Your mom could use a guy like me Stacey's mom has got it going on She's all I want and I've waited for so long Stacey can't you see your just not the girl for me I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacey's mom Stacey's mom has got it going on She's all I want and I've waited for so long Stacey can't you see your just not the girl for me I know I might be wrong, I'm in love with Stacey's mom Stacey can't you see your just not the girl for me I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacey's mom sheesh im having the fucking runs. *scrambles to the toilet* what should i do? consult the doctor or just consult my panandol? LOL- i think me and my mum ate the wrong food. damned. how m i gonna go out tmr. i need to go toilet every now and then. hope im alright tmr. ((: anyway, art montage is due on wednesday! means i gotta take time off to do my sketching and also THE IDEAS! haven got one yet. >< how m i gonna start? yeap download my photoshop brushes IN CASE we need them. i dont think we would need them. haha. monday there's the weekly jingju test and chinese debates after school. tuesday there's 3rd language lessons. wednesday is a pretty long and boring day.erhu lessons. thursday we are gonna have our science test. i forgot to bring my book home. cant mug! friday is yet another day where i complain that i ve got nothing to do. oh yeapp! dhsco's syf day! JIAYOU! gold with honours is definitely ours.(: and that marks the end of next week. i owe many people money. suckkaye. and, gena joined guides if you didnt know. i know she would be happier in that cca rather than b'ton. i wanted to join guides when i first went into dhs but i chose chinese orchestra- whats with me? in guides i can wear my chief com badge and brownie wings proudly; i already know the basics of guiding,at least. but in co, i dunno anything about music and duh, i dont have any talent in music. i joined. i didnt know why. so stupid. but now im in co, i cant regret, however fugged up im by erhu lessons. my seniors are nice, so are the xyz pple in sec2. (: sometimes i wonder what if i went for the basketball audition that time. then i might get recruited and now i might be a totally different person i would be a basketballer, basketball is my love. ^^ but everything happens for a reason- i m now in co, god wants me to learn music sports is just a passion for me, not my everything neither is music. but now im getting the feel of being in dhsco, so happy unlike last time. i like playing music for people, though im not good at it. erhu is a difficult instrument. it's like a challenge to all- we all practise to attain perfection. look at the seniors and how well they can play look at mary- she's really good they are my goals and one day i would reach that level and when that day arrives, i would be able to represent the school in many things victoria concert hall, syf, overseas trips and so on i know some people think co is just a cheena cca but it's not okay now im really looking forward to being in the main orchestra i play for the school.play good music. im not good but i can brush up i can practise 2 hours a day, if i want to. if you're in whatever cca, love it and not hate it. cos you are just fated with the cca and no point looking back into the past and regret everything. life's moving on. and so are we. (: crapped so much till i forgot about my art montage. 11:21 PM
YAY! just submitted my previous blogskin onto blogskins. GO SEE OKAY! umm yeah. new skin,duh. TWINS is the theme. fel tay gave me this fantastic idea.((: so now i have to design hers. and my mind is like _BLANK_ no ideas and stuff. buck up. i need inspiration for her skin. ^^ 11:01 PM
im feeling so low today cos i got severe stomachache and a very very pain headache. i dont feel like moving my butt anywhere. sheesh. the whole day spent my time sleeping. what can u expect!? yea? and i dunno if i have a fever b'cos i dunno where's my thermometer. FUCKAYYE! okay me and nic are talking about gena now. i feel she shudnt have transferred to dhs in the first place. what a stupid mistake she made. i feel she cant cope or what. she should be much better in xms i guess. gtg eat dinner now- though my stomach and head aint feeling that good. such a strong feeling; i really cant get over you. i think of you everywhere. RJC IN YEAR 2007! (: 5:28 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL IS FINALLY MOVING!!! HURREH (: yeapp. we are gonna move to the former RJC in year 2007. THREECHEERS! 'cos we are gonna undergo PRIME and they are gonna move us to former RJC but it's in buona vista. WTF!! so we have school starting later. around 8.15am or what? THIS IS SO PERFECT. when our batch move, we are like sec 4s? im so HAPPY! and im so gonna stay in dunman high and i wanna apply for DHP! ((: the former RJC is so gonna rock. HAHA THE SEC 3 SENIORS MUST BE FREAKING JEALOUS ^^ so b'cos of this announcement, we were delayed for pe. we didnt even have pe! HA. TUNE IN TO THE NEWS TMR KAE! they are gonna announce it to the world tmr. (: ms wee picked and picks on me. -.- school ended at 12.25 today. happy. oops. it ends at 12.25 every friday. whats my problem. hahahaha. finally the weekend is here! ^^ LALAla- went to watch samara with maine, qian and guorui after school. two lovebirds and a pair of gooseberries. HA- quite nice lah. NICE! GUORUI AND QIAN SO DISGUSTING IN THE CINEMA! lol. shant disclose what they did. heehee. the terms that they say are so funny and i dont get anything. after the movie frolicked around. went to this playground i had never been before. so pathetic. there was this spinning thing and we spun on it. DIZZY. haha shermaine spin me till i close my eyes dont dare to open! and i was like "shit shit shit". DOTS. then i could hear them laughing behind okay!! LOL qian didnt dare to spin! and she doesnt like to take photos. poor guorui. haha. we went to macs and sat there. they ate ice cream. i didnt. we all were trying to take photos of qian. guorui is shucha failure! so lousaye all his photos of qian. shermaine's was nubbad. poor qian. we all try to get her photo okay! anw, my braces wire came off leh. the back part niah. dunno how to attach it back. suckkaye. we are gonna act out what they did in the cinema on monday! ^^ ((: i feel like sleeping. really damn hungry here. sigh. i yearn to see you- 7:30 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
dont wanna look at you my world is black. im lost. im looking for my way out. can you help me? i need you- moody day. yes it sucks! moody dayyy. brought stuff to decorate my table today. people dont dare to decorate their tables? mine is the most decorated one. twc wont scold one lahh. had lab lessons today. at least she didnt really scold us. WE ARE INNOCENT! admist this darkness.facing nothing all alone. anyway, the taiwanese people came today. LOL they had rosy cheeks for the girls and the guys were slightly oversized i guess. chinese lesson had to write compo. something we all DREAD- music was kinda boring. dunno what teacher was yabaing about. last lesson was math. boring also. and i've got a fucking pile of corrections which i gotta do. sheesh. i hate every beautiful day. 'cos nothing beautiful comes my way. THIRD LANG. sam's quitting. sad. had quiz today. i didnt study at all. so dont think im gonna do well. was kinda boring. i was resting my head on the table but I WASNT SLEEPING- LOL! yak yak yak. i can see people looking into our direction from the corner of my eye. ASSHOLEs. break went downstairs and walked afew rounds * around the canteen. MAD! fel tay melts and she melts. and she say IM THE ONE. no! im just doing her a huge favour. ^^ hey and im totally NOT willing to be the bloody scapegoat okay! so i wish for youu on a bright shining starr- wondering where youu are; i have a crush on you> i took the really early 53 bus and it was TOTALLY empty. and i saw something! LOL- haha. fel tay knows lahh * ((: went to buy a few cup noodles and ricola for eating in class tmr. im so pathetic right? fancy eating cup noodles everyday. shoots. cos im broke and in need of money. HAHAHA. who wants to donate to FLEA'S CHARITY FOR THE POOR? LOL! `` so broke. bouncing off the walls again.> got bloody english brochure! FUCK. there's nothing to do online. 5:50 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i went to this person's blog and read the tagboard. she took my 'true' picture from me. and there was this passerby who said what-ever shitty things. i dont mind people taking my stuff, blogskins alright, stationery and stuff alright. IT'S OKAY lah- since i posted it on blogskins, people can take whatever they want. but its not okay for them to post it on blogskins like claiming credit to be all theirs but the skin was done by another person. this is called RIPPING. (: be original and why rip? you little arses. 9:37 PM
sheesh. everyone is a sucker. IM SO BUSTED. BUSTED ROCKS! (: exercised alot alot today. ^^ ran alot. played bball till like bloody hiong and i was left rather confused there.LOL- ms wee is one who loves picking on ME. there's nothing wrong with spinning with a pen. there's nothing wrong with putting my file on my lap. there's nothing wrong when i put my books in place during your lesson. SUCHANASS! ran 1.5km for pe. wah siao! chiong and piaed like mad- even stopped to tie my shoelaces. timing was 8.27 siaobohh. we all pia like mad. anw, people who ran too fast got stomach muscles cramp or what-so-ever. played bball during recess and after school and also after after school. LOL.` fun! ((: wanye still owes us drinks. sheesh. anw, the COCONUT game was abit dumb. sarboism and niaoism. i was laughing silently at SOMETHING. ^^ today is the last week for pw's manufacturing things. kinda sian lah. it didnt rain. wahahs! so after school went to play bball. got the HIGH feeling. (: sooooo fun i wanna play again!!!!!!!!! sad that i had to go for erhu lessons. erhu was kinda okay lah. ((: (I miss you, I miss you) Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you, I miss you) (I miss you, I miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)[x3] (I miss you, I miss you) [x4] gonna update and change songs in my blog. anw, SHERMAINE read my blog. SO FUNNEH. there's nothing for me to anticipate for anymore- my life is gonna be so damned boring. EXHILARATION. i need this word the most now. 8:54 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
http://crazywriter.blogspot.com this is one mad blog where MR KIW is being described as... i shant tell you. go read it. real funny! ^^ yeap. i just crapped for the article and also science workbook. oops! just remembered i still got art montage. FUCK! donno what im gonna do okay. erhu tmr. blloody thing. PW thing. 4.30 school ends. SHUCKS. i will sleep. PE's tmr. NAPFA is coming. fuck. i tink i need a calandar in my blog. (: 11:07 PM
Today's Forecast Supposedly, it's all over soon -- all the proverbial bull, that it. It's been making it impossible for you to connect and communicate. It's not. Give it two more days -- then you'll be able to get moving again. The Bottom Line Everyone's waiting for you to act. So stop chattering and get to work. In Detail You heard right: Mercury is going to end its retrograde period today, which should mean that the confusion and miscommunications will end, too. Of course, changes aren't always immediate, and it's going to be a couple of days until everything gets completely straightened out. This means that you'll need to be patient with a certain person, but fortunately, that's your specialty. Good thing, huh? Money TWO out of FIVE Love FOUR out of FIVE Attitude TWO out of FIVE TODAY's forecast is quite true LOL. the feeling is fading away again. bloody. im like so quiet and unable to respond today. cant think and felt a lil' bleary today. SIGH. im just tired and i need rest. shoots. had to drag myself outta bed and force myself to get my ass to school. TIREDof everything. yeah had math test today. THIS ONE'S REALLY A FLOP. my worst one ever. partly because i didnt mug for it THE BROCHURE'S FAULT. and also there was this question, the last one- MY TUTION TAUGHT US THAT and yeah? im sucha fucker. i didnt listen to teacher and HA! i pay for my sin. i dunno how to do the ques. FUCK! oh yeapp. i wore DUNMAN HIGH SOCKS to school today. how patriotic. ^^ this means a great sense of security. WAHA! (: we dunmanians must be proud of dunman high school get ur ankle socks off and swap it with dunman high ones. they are rather comfortable actually. i didnt feel i was wearing high socks today when i was walking LOL. so had a FABULOUS time walking FREELY in front of LUHANLING and MR KIW SINWA and also the staff room where KIW's office is nearby. YAY! ^_^ gonna wear it tmr. I LIKE CANNOT HUH. and FOUR japanese kiddos came to our school today. they are gonna be here for 2 days. (: yeap. WE ARE ALL MAD ABOUT THIS GUY CALLED SHUN SAKARI he's damn cute. he's damn shy. he's the idol. when he walked past our class, everyone was making a freakking fuss. NAT was like "SHUN IS MY IDOL..." lol. i wanted to go communicate with him (cos he's jap and he's cute) but then vanessa said she asked him a question in jap he ran away. LOL- haha. (: i should have applied for the japanese exchange programme. SILLY me. MS WEE was picking on me again, as usual. i dont care already. lalala- we were cutting our brochure materials frantically in class cos ms wee said today was the deadline but then it was changed to friday. PHEW! yeapp, chinese test was okay. LOUSAYE RESULTS. but at least i improved! and i realised, tuigee has senile memory. ohgod. 3rd lang after school. YESYESYES- i know you love him okay! issit just a moment of infatuation with him? LOL- got back test. I IMPROVED! godblessme. 39/50 I KNOW IT'S LOUSAYE K- im contented with this kinda result alrd.(: okay. not much mood during jap lessons. so restless and dont feel like looking anywhere. i wasnt tired okay. i didnt wanna sleep. i didnt do any jap homework for like 1 over week alrd. sigh. and when i mention this, i think of my maths. the corrections and damn fuck, my test papers arent signed yet. SHEESH. i saw twinnie taking out his hp to use so many times today.LOL` we had this game during lesson time. oh i think i suck; wasted about 30 min or so? whee! and today 2 rgs girls came and sat behind us. really nice peeps and prettaye. (: jap lesson really spastic lah. they kept throwing things from one side to another. LAME!! -.- okay. i wasnt involved. *raises hands* just resting my head on the table and doing nothing. im gonna record more songs in didum. ^^ (: i want back the feel. im happy with everything, seriously. BOOBOO sucks and (maybe?) ft's shuaige rocks . ? HAHA. flowers arent nice and (definitely) ft's shuaige is nice .!! LOL- yeah. the "subject" has been changed to ft's shuaige and now no more this is getting weirder. 7:18 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
anyway, i saw this KELVIN account on friendster. yeap the lemon tree guy laa, not his actually. is PEOPLE create for him one and the PEOPLE is BAD PEOPLE okay. i saw the testimonial someone added for him "fugg.. you suck" WL! he dont suck okay- he's nice and LAME. most imptly, he's from dhs[co]XYZ! my senior. xyz's senior. ^^ HMMPH. get a life asses. 10:11 PM
The Bottom Line You've got the crowd on your side. The applause is deafening, and it's all for you. In Detail The deeper side of life, love and contentment -- that's all that will appeal to you now. No light-hearted chitchat and no surface conversation. Depth, intensity and meaningful exchanges are what you're after, and it's not like you haven't earned them. You've been handling other people's issues, putting up with their schemes and listening to their problems for as long as you can remember. Enough. Concentrate on what makes you feel good. YESYESYES- im CRAZILY piaing for brochure okay! cos of this super slacker who DOESNT EVEN BOTHER TO DO A THING. sigh. such bad luck! it's MONDAY again.sheesh. MONDAY sucks! MONDAY blues. one really GREAT thing- i DIDNT fail my chinese! x) THANKYOU GOD! (: LOL.i didnt mug for jingju. could hardly remember anything. guess what. gena said "hey thanks..i got full marks for my jingju" and HELLO? i had barely scrapes. ehh! anw, i memorise and learn stuffs is by the traditional and old way of sibei4 textbooks and things. eww. chinese is stupid alright. sack mdm sim! YAY! i mean- it will never happen, only in my dreams. LOL- felt really high after assembly today. went around laughing and doing spastic stuff. IMA MAD DUDE. haha. i couldnt help laughing at NOTHING. okay, anw assembly was kinda lame la. 3a sing that song was okay lah. i spotted huiling and siyuan! WAHAH. two periods of math and history was super duper long. history was frantically copying notes again. i hate this part man. copy copy copy copy. boring. today after school had this chinese oral thing. LOL- thought it was gonna be boring just like the shittaye english debates but IT WAS KINDA INTERESTING. the teacher i guess. humourous. yeap. RESEMBLES MARY- totally. ^^ then decided not to go home after that THING so went straight for tution. ima lazy pigg. (: i saw many many familiar faces from holy innocents' pri today. really missed the good ol' times we had. so immature and so childish but we all were under the shelter of hypocrites and hardship and all the troubles we all face now. so fun. so happy. so carefree. so ENJOYABLE- totally changed now. we all grow up and we all must adapt to whatever that happens. sigh. last time p6 i still had all the time in the world okay. though there's psle. still can slack and play afool. not alot of tests. REALLY MISS THE PRI SCHOOL DAYS- but now its year 2005: i gotta look ahead and not jiayou. (: TMR'S TUESDAY. ^^ finally. suckkaye. we are gonna get our jap papers back and i know I AINT GONNA SCORE WELL!! perhaps chinese too? LOL. im gonna finish the brochure i guess. there's math test tmr! shoots. am i gonna mug for it? if time permits, YES. buck up you lazy flea. 9:51 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
The Bottom Line Your appeal is undeniable. Others find you irresistible. Enjoy the attention. In Detail A higher-up is about to put their foot down and utter your least favorite word in response to one of your requests: no. Now, you're not used to hearing that word because, as hard as you work, the little that you ask for isn't usually turned down. After the shock has passed, and just before you get mad, think about it. Might there be a deeper reason you're being refused? 10:17 PM
why issit always ME- stuck with fucking projects and staying up to finish it just to meet the deadline and save our group's scolding. this is bloody hell unfair. last time like that, now also. LOL auddie pokk here's my blog for today. alamak.feel like making a new layout. anw, my last layout on 'over' was 7th top rated in blogskins and 9th most downloaded. lol. not a big deal but this e first time? i thought that skin was lousy. haha. nat's tag wrote that there will be 'nicer' people out there. LOL- what else can be nicer for me now? YOU KNOW. [dashedhopes] boo. absent minded professor. WHOA- oops. with a "S" behind 'professor' FELICIA TAY ZIXUAN SAYS SHE WANNA SHARE THE NICKKAYE. okay la! im not selfish. -.- sheesh. today a MAJOR event occurred okay! it left a great impression on singapore's history. LOL- went for jiang today, as usual. yepp. really FUNNY today. ^^ GUESS WHAT- SEHKIA CAME TODAY !!!!!! the whole world knows him u know! haha. he really makes a PERFECT match with the monster girl. their ego lah- REALLY. HA. lalala fell down her bike. then she very funny in class. talk bloody loud. anw, i donno if i should continue jiang. it's rather fun there but the lessons are boring. LOL. (: the world's changing fast- tll has became even more high tech. GOTTA SHOCK! mans. tll is a really seh place. fun! now our NEW classrooms are like so bloody cool. we have glass doors totally. and then there are so many sensors all around. with mirrors. WOAH- you yourself should go take a look and you will know the world's really changing FAST. ^^ <33 you for who you are- but not for how you look. x) sheesh. gonna go pia my BROCHURE already. she wont do it. i know she aint gonna do it. wzw told me "jia you" and i was like HA! "lol..sucha heavy burden" i dont feel like moving my brain. OOPS. haven mug for tmr's jingju. ohyeapp. there's CHINESE debates tmr. watthefuck-!! i dont get chinese. YES! THOSE DAYS ARE COMING..LALALA 9:48 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
i cant believe im actually talking to someone i dont even know- a stranger. totally. LOL. he added me on msn. catholic high guy- sheesh. and the chat is like a NORMAL one. daphne told me not to talk to strangers. but i like to make friends leh. (: okaii- i dont think HE's a real stranger right? haha. keeps asking me when's syf.wl. -.-" okay. he's from band. this is getting boliao. LOL- cat high. madd. zzz 11:50 PM
The Bottom Line You're trying too hard to figure this out. Let the answer come to you. In Detail There are a whole lot of emotions in the air, all running rampant -- no, running amok, actually. Fortunately, you're as solid and unwavering as they come, a veritable rock. So when your dear ones come to you with that look of shock and stunned surprise on their faces, do what comes naturally -- what you always do. Listen without interrupting, comfort them and offer your couch for the night. 5:09 PM
im looking for this really nice song i donno whats the title i cant decipher what the singer is singing i heard it on a blog really nice (: 4:57 PM
i blogged ytd but my comp got tech prob. it was a long entry alright. here goes AGAIN. - i dont care with anything. i just wanna live. super duper day. happy day. ^^ mdm sim is still a sucky ap fucker who doesnt deserve to be our science teacher. she should be fired. ! -.- anyway, i dont look like a gangster okay. i dont look firm okay. i dont look as if i wanna bash people up okay. i dont look serious okay. ANTI-WEE ; LOL- i dont take part in fighting okay. shut your trap. recess played bball. had to go around looking for a pathetic bball in the end borrowed from tuigee. quite fun yeaa nubbad i guess. (: btw, the bball belongs to shermaine's senior the bball has 'veryn (=' on it if u happen to read this go claim your bball from tuigee ^^ history was kinda slack. mrs kang just went to some website and make us answer the ques. LOL. after school rather fun (: played bball for awhile. then i went to hound wzw to do project- BROCHURE SHERMAINE POK RAN AWAY FROM PROJECT. arsehole. qiannie came along and scolded wzw so he came with me, back to 2A and we sat there do brochure. LALALA-- pat was in 2A also umm she writing her jap compo and then she gonna go to MOELC to hand it up yeapp she i volunteered to go with her since ive got nothing better to do at school and at home. before that we went to play bball for awhile kanpokky aiming is damn ACCURATE- he threw vball back then it got stuck in a tree whahas! PRO-DED they had a hard time getting it down and also kena this ap teacher's scolding but in the end this NP guy kicked soccer ball up and it came down APPLAUSE. saviour of the day that np guy was last time .. yes yes that one. the soccer ball one. haha. ate and went to bishan. the weather was fucking hot okay. passed up the compo. then when i came out i saw TWINNIE at the opposite road walking towards the bus stop with a few pple. i think he saw me LOL- funny aint it. shocked. its a small world after all . haha k so me and pat walked back to j8 kB so tired. took neoprints- i look spastic lah. didnt wanna wait for these few girls to cut finish their never ending neoprints so went to popular and 'borrowed' the scissors this fucking man kept looking at us so had no choice but to buy it- ASS. went to look for jinghuan's present bought SOMETHING for her. ^^ and umm bought this really nubbad choc to eat then took bus home ate my choc on the bus this small boy kept looking at me eat alamak. haha. anw, im broke now. as usual. today i jumped all around singapore. LOL- went to saomu4. nubbad. had to climb hills and stuff. PHEW- i managed to come back alive and kicking, totally unscathed. freakky mosquitos and ants bit me everywhere. so im freakky itchy now. PESTHOLES. went to the west side of singapore first. stevens road- i climbed the hill. WOAH! thiam hock road (somewhere near cca centre, where we had our UG camp)- my GREAT GREAT GRANDMOTHER. she died before the world war 2. the tree collasped and we had a hard time looking for the grave. choa chu kang columbarium- visit my mum's dad. died last year bone and skin. SAD. choa chu kang chi cementery- my great grandmother. which means she's the daughter of my great great grandmother. i learnt about my grandmother having two names:the story behind it. went to have breakfast. then went to THE CONCOURSE. lol. looked for pw hp straps. BUT TO NO AVAIL. i ran around the entire spore looking for it- omg. yeap then left. went to changi. ohh yeapp. did i mention there were alot of plastic cows around s'pore? damn cute and funny. then i also passed by VICTORIA SCHOOL (rayson's school and i like that school) and the school im aiming for- VJC. lol. so dumb. on the other hand, i wanna play in next year's dhsco vch concert. fickle minded me. -.- went to visit my grandfather's, my dad's side, urn. last stop already. wah. finally. but after that my dad fetched me to ang mo kio buy hp strings. LOL. okay, so the hp strings cost me $10. FOR JUST MERELY 20. omg. i went so many places today. HAHA. actually later supposed to go for my grandma's bdae dinner but decided to give it a miss oh, how sad is it daphne. gonna do english brochure later.sigh. 2:34 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
BAABAABLACKSHEEPHAVEYOUANYWOOL; im cheering myself up. CHEER UP FLEA! nothing can possibly go right for you. fuck. im a jinx. fuck. always liddat. hmm tmr shall go to school pretending to be happy- but i will tell nat about THIS. i want her to know that i DISLIKE people who does this to me. im not sure if nat's a good confidante but i will still tell her everything. she knows everything she can understand me YES! I WILL LAUGH AND SMILE AS USUAL. ^^ i know tmr's gonna be a better day. there's certainly MORE TO LIFE. more than just THIS. there's still nat. there's still bball. there's still audrey. there's still didum. there's still 2A with me. (: i will be strong and i'll recover soon. I AM HAPPY. (: 11:00 PM
this entire race is over. i felt that i have lost- i will never win but only in my dream. i feel so lagged behind, i feel like giving it all up but yet i cant i cant give everything up everything still must continue for me unless i run away from it. i dont care about anything now i wont care about anything already i will stop everything. i feel bloody tired and i cant keep running. u're running at a faster pace than me and you never give up chionging all the way while i just shiver in a corner waiting for miracles to happen. FAT DREAM. sigh. i should just forget everything. shall start forgetting tmr by playing bball. bball makes me go mad. happy. i love bball. i can forget everything. WHO CARES ANYWAY- I DONT CARE. what can i say. im lying. bah. i need lamers unite! to cheer me up now- where are you my confidante. i feel so hurt and i feel so tired. i believe that i can do this all by myself. jiayou. (: run faster during pe tmr to rid bad memories- run run run and forget forget forget VENT EVERYTHING!!! fuck. supposed to be a happy day but i didnt expect it to turn out like that. flood myself with homework and laugh more to FORGET- 10:48 PM
I JUST WANNA LIVE. good charlotte I need an alarm system in my house So I know when people are Creeping about These people are Freaking me out It's getting hectic everywhere that I go They won't leave me alone There's things they all wanna know I'm paranoid about the people I meet Why are they talking to me? And why can't anyone see I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Just wanna live [x6] I rock a Lawsuit when I'm going to court A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced A black suit at the funeral home And my birthday suit when I'm home alone Talkin' on the phone Got an interview With the rolling stone They're saying “Now you're rich and Now you're famous And fake ass girls all know your names and Lifestyles of the rich and famous Was your first hit aren't you ashamed?” Of the life [x2] Of the life we're livin' I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Stop your messin' around boy Better think a your future Better make some good plans boy Said everyone of my teachers Lookout You better play it safe You never know what hard times will come your way We say Where we're coming from We've already seen The wealth that this life can bring Now we're expected everywhere that we go All the things that they say Yeah we already know I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to me Just wanna live [x3] I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3] I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3] Don't really care about the things that they say Just wanna live [x3] Don't really care about what happens to me I just wanna live - LONELY.akon. Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me Be so happy but now so lonely So lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girrll Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz... I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girll Lonely, so lonely So lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely, so lonely So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely two really nice songs. enjoy. my blog has. 9:41 PM
i feel pure freedom. (: HAHA. history test's FINALLY over. the tests for this entire week had all FINALLY ended. i managed to survive. interesting. think when i get my results back they will just be barely scrapes. BOO. mdm sim is a sucky fucking teacher who is ap and throws her temper around so easily that im afraid that one day she'll die of severe heart attack. HELL WITH YOU. who wants a teacher like YOU. so we have to decorate the classroom. not my business. music was kinda slack. just sat there and listen to songs. maths was boring. chen again. this professor came to 'witness' our lesson or what-so-ever. he's got tons of REALLY WHITE hair. wisdom.and old age. kinda connects. 3rd lang was okay i guess. at least i get the teacher today. ^^ ahh yes i did my compo! manage to find time to do it ytd. and junya thinks CHEEHEI (twinnie) is shuai. BAABAABLACKSHEEPHAVEUANYWOOL- can niao people already. whee! ohyes ryan chan so ASBS today. he spiked his hair until like, umm NO STANDARD. pur-lease. his hair is totally not unsuitable for spiking okay. dunno how to spike then PLS DONT SPIKE. low grader. he really lives up to his reputation as 'SEHKIA' president of GSOS. and FELICIA TAY ZIXUAN REALLY HAS A BIG MOUTH- lolx. and i tink that guy has a BIGGER one. BAABAABLACKSHEEP; yes. so is the game over ? it's up to me to find out. yeapp then went home with sam. the bus was fucking crowded. and there were these 3 bhb guys seated at the back. play music to AA. i mean- they play mp3 files loudly from e hp. AA. my comp's back to normal! YAY. i sat on the bus, counting numbers. thinking about you. (: the feeling's just infinite. - sometime i think you're fucking bhb. you arent popular, but you act as if you're THAT popular. i dont get the stupid thing of yours. i dont understand why people want to go do it. LOL. they are just "so attracted" so you. bleah. feel like kicking you outta my life. friends arent supposed to be like that. are they? true friends are hard to come by. i feel manipulated. 8:25 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
what a KB day. we had two really really free periods. ^^ wee didnt come, so me and nat mugged for history in class and also listened to didum. (: nat has this funny habit of changing song when the song hasnt even ended. -.- and yeah, eugene was fucking ap. he threw jonathan's stuff out and down to the 1st floor. MADARSE. and its all because of the selling of band tickets. eugene alrd got like so many, and whats the problem if we wanna buy from jon? jon hasnt sold any tickets- eugene is bloody ap and he thinks he's superior to us. asshole. he got into so many fights alrd. SADIST. yes i must improve my stamina in running! HAHAHA. ran 4 rounds today. LOL.i found it like, damn short and fucking easy. last time ran 4 rounds i was like- WAHH! i ran alone. its better kae. ^^ had this lame fire drill today. and somemore was during chenchern's math period! WAHAHA. we had early dismissal for recess. cant believe it. mdm sim is a fucking teacher who is ap and doesnt know how on earth to teach biology. LOUSAYE. dont wanna listen to you though i am pretending that i am. this is the first time of my life that i paid attention during lit and i understand what mdm nora's talking about! ^^ kinda interesting though. LOL. the time for playing bball has grown lesser and lesser over the months. has everyone's passion for bball died away? i still like bball- and i wanna play it. even if there's a test tmr and i wanna mug for it. still will sacrifice my time to play for a while, just to satisfy the crave .? nobody has time to play bball now. cca, bloody projects and stuff. BOO. so now i cant wait to get into main orchestra- cos i feel frigging sianned. so we were late for art. LOL. now we have another art project to do. pw was nubbad - i run out of designing ideas already. haha sorry if i talked so much PORN today. funny alright. was rather sianned after school. nothing to do. peijean didnt come. sick. so left me and clarence. sigh. okay. JINGHUAN ROCKS! she sheltered me under the umbrella and chose to walk the longer way back home. haha! ^^ thanks man- yeah, so after i reached the bus stop, saw eugene coming- w/o clarence. HAHA. so that's when the fun started. so the bus came. and we saw clarence still walking slowly with his UMBRELLA. we boarded the bus, and clarence didnt even run after the bus for heaven's sake. so he was left behind. and we had a hard time contacting each other. me and eugene took the bus lo. -.- it was raining very heavily when we alighted. FUN. ran across the road and all the way to shangyin. wahh. wet like a sponge .? JUST LIKE YTD. so i got wet twice in a row. where's the fever ? haha. then clarence came shortly. and we sat there untill like almost 6.20? then they came out. SYF IS COMING!! JIAYOU! (: it was OKAY. whee. shall go write my jap compo and study hist. CYA AROUND. i'm a free dude by tomorrow. JOY TO THE WORLD. ^^ I LIKE TMR. (: ^^ 8:26 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
AFTER THIS, I WILL GO STUDY. THOUGH I FEEL LIKE TAKING A NAP, BUT I KNOW I WONT WAKE UP TILL THE NEXT MORNING. now the world is after him i ve got nothing to say, for now bow my head low shut my trap. bleah. the songs in didum are getting pretty boring. i dont know what to say- i dont know what to speak. you're the one i wanna chase;you're the one i wanna hold. BE MINE.(: i just cant get my arse off the chair. i just cant tear my eyes away from youu. ^^ 7:24 PM
BE MINE. -truly, madly, deeply.- I LOOK DAO. ???!!! LOLX. i dont purposely look dao, okay. it aint my fault. it aint one of my characteristics and personality. i mean- YES IT ISNT MY FAULT. shucks. you would be surprised to see this but my comp is bloody hell lag, and i feel like throwing it away. KB. yes yes we finally got back our long awaited precious math test today. i did like , BOO. home econ test was a bloody flop. BOO. i just tikamed the part on the costumes. ahahas. now im gonna fail home econs. congrat me. shucks. practical cooking is bloody near. and home econ exam. history exam. my comp is going mad ok. HAIX. anw, twc practically suanned me today in class, saying that i was writing crap for my newspaper article. was kinda shocked to get HALF over 10. okay, she probably thought that was baozhang yue du and gave me half mark . ahaha. so whatever, she asked me to redo it again. BOO. ahh yes. JAP TEST. omygod. it's okay i guess. i forgot some things during the test. but still, i think i will flunk it. today jap lesson was kinda, BLUR? good word. f.t damn ap today. dont know why either. just admit you like twinnie and kelvin lah! HAHA. ^^ it was RAINING after 3rd lang. didnt bring umbrella.i dont have the habit anw. raining heavily. no umbrella. wet like umm a sponge ? haha. my hair: it was the most affected of all. funny. took bus home with sam and huiwen. dunno where the hell amelia went to. YOU ROCK MY ENTIRE LIFE. (: that's why. ^^ i am damn lazy to move my fat ass to my room to study HISTORY. AHH! it's gonna be a fucking long day tmr. say boo. the feeling's just infinite- (: 6:14 PM
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